Friday, November 15, 2013
I HATE BEING GOOD .
BRAND NEW CHAPTER.
15/11/2013, about one month plus and 2013 is over . thats how fast time pass by .
im totally dont know where to start . its been a roller coaster ride this whole time.Lets start with my job . Well, i found a new job after working part time about a year . Im working at Samsung now as a customer service . Cant deny , i had this place . one is about the customers , two, my managers . some are good some are hypocrites . tiring yes cause i have to wake up early every morning . har har . i just hate mornings but i dont know why i want to try working morning . 5 days per week is acceptable though . pay wise ? hmm nah .. maybe i ll try to consider staying . anyway i dont have weekend off . and i dont like that even my part time work i have weekend off . okay thats for my job story . now , story of my love life , yes im still stuck to that asshole din but we've broke up . yes, i did wait for him through out a year when he's in prison . yes i did stay faithful all the way till his out . sadly to say , i behaved, which i wish i didnt . After he's out , we had fun like i've promised him , i treat him to makan besar , watch movies , even go to USS . he was that mushy mushy at first after his release , but things change slowly after he got a job as a despatch rider . he started getting busy and found new friends and slowly he dont need me like before . And just recently , i just found out he's seeing another girl , which coincidently the girl i knew . So, we broke up . and after a week or so , he find me back saying he wants me back and bla bla bla bla bla .... ive promised myself after his release if i ever found out he cheat or take drugs again , thats the end of Dineyah. its hard for me yes , i cant deny that . but i know now for sure what i ever did for him was not worth it and i shall take this as a lesson . i hope Allah has a better plan for me in future . Amin . ok thats all i wanna take a power nap . toodles .