downtown

currently at downtown, kinda bored thats the reason why i stop by blogging. Been lounging downtown from 8 ? Met loved friends ,spent time with them was much much more better then doing nothing at home. Will be sleeping over darda's house again. Well, i'll be bored if i were to stay at home patheticly alone. Summore,bf 's sleeping at home. even if he werent sleeping, he wont be bothered to accompany me otp. -.-' up down ,up down punyer bf.
tell you how pathetic is my life:
I only meet bf if he wanted go jb to do his bike.
We never go for a walk or even window shopping just because I DONT HAVE MONEY.
We'll go watch movie ONLY IF his friends jio us .
His mum hates me and i cnt even go to his house OR even call his house .
He didnt even help me out when his mum scold me all kinds of bullshit words.
He'll call me a STALKER if i start worried when i kept calling him.
I doubt im the only girl in his life. I just got the feeling.
Lastly, i fcuking need a job to support myself and him. And to fill my boredom. So, how pathetic my life is?but oh my,am simply not perfect, boy, am so sorry for being a chialat girl who had a hard time finding jobs and not a rich girl. cause deep down i know you wanted that kind of girl.
i'll Just hope for things'll get better in time. :))Labels: when the roof came in the truth came out.