FUCK.

this pictures were taken on donoe-when. XD









its 1:30 in the afternoon. ive just done waking efa up. she really really had a hard time to wake up. ass her! well actually i woke up at 12 noon . i simply cant sleep. my sneezing wont stop. fuck this nose man.. currently am at darda's place. sleeping over her hse yest. didnt wanna go home cause laogong was at some kind of pub drinking with his brother cause it was his brother devin's birthday. and to avoid thinking any negative things happened to laogong, i spent time with my loved friends at pasir ris park. in that way , i will be like talking to my friends rather than keep calling him and disturb his day , right? earlier, i woke up , i wanted to go to the kitchen to take some drinks but when i open the door, i heard songs from the kitchen so i assume her father was there, wanted to just go and grab the drink budden eh eh ya allah, tak bley tak bley.... i was bra-less and short-less. so i just stayed in the room and on the comp. checked my facebook and tagged. wahkawey! boring siol .... and sumore sumore.. i forget to bring my damn specs . so i was like squeeencing my eyes facing the comp.



ouhya, father is really NOT A MAN OF HIS WORDS lorh. that day he says that if i ever wanted to lend his camera, he says cn now, he says NO. WHADDEFCUK!!


yesterday FINALLY, met my dearest mei mei, seow rong rong. met her at simei our memory place.planned to eat burger king as usual but we end up eating ice kacang at foodcourt instead. after eating, head under the void deck, talk about news that she miss about me . told her from A-Z . and so does she. met bf awhile before he headed to bugis celebrating his bro's bfday. then about 12 met loved friends.



well christmas was basically erm....ooookaaaaay laaah. went to laogong's place had some steamboat and then just head home. Lucky, his mum didnt pick a fight with me. maybe because adam was there so she cant possibly show her tantrums in front of her niece boyfriend right? still i think she had the hard feelings on me only that she doesnt show it. thanx anw.. thanx for not spoiling my christmas. well, met her sis ,divya.. cute girl i must say.. and oh my, i dont know how she could tolerate with a brother of that kind of attitude every single day. and ouhya, met his dad too. and i THINK that he THOUGHT am his ex cause i actually heard he called me **** that one time. well nehmind. isokay.. maybe he... nehmind forget it.. and ALSO, met laogong's cuzzie's bf, Adam. and he was like double of my height! kao ini biken kelaka kape? so fcuking tall sia. and lastly, bf just sent me home and christmas ends just like dat. -.-''




i dont know how exactly i wanna explain my exact feelings. i wanted him to be .. ergh!! fuck! my brain is like totally blank. argh! just damn you larh! damn this fucking world! bye.

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