heyhey. i know its already 2 in the morning. but damn i cnt sleep. still at sue's place.sleeping over at her place today. and sue is like sleeping like a pig right now. damn am so bored. no one to entertain me . now that sue's gone to her lalalalala land. ive been having sleepless nights these few days and i dont know why. maybe ive been spending my time outside with bf late night and sleeps when the sun is up. another reason maybe its because of teh ice at jb . haha. bf went to jb and he's probably reaching home soon. waiting for his call right now. where the hell is he . the posb atm machine shouldnt be that far to his house. what took him so long. this morning. after reaching home from jb, i waited for bf's call for like 45 minutes? i tried to sleep first budden everytime i close my eyes his face was there. then, i get scared if anything happen to him so i called him. and he didnt answer the damn fone until somebody anwered the fone. and it wasnt him but his dad. his dad told me that dinesh wasnt in. And THAT makes me more panic. and so i decide to call his sister's fone. unfortunately, she didnt pick up the fone. Then, his house fone called me. AND it was bf. bf gets angry with me cause his ppd left zero cents due to his dad answering my call. *pause* ......bf just called. he's otw to his dreamland. pheeew. now he's at home gg to sleep. gd. okay where was i? ouhya, and then he scolded me like as if am the fault . if he didnt FORGET to call me saying that he's at home , i wouldnt be calling his fone and his dad wouldnt be answering the phone right? so whose fault was it? bf got a problem with his brain, i think. he tends to forget things like calling me when he reached home and FORGET THE DAY WE GET BACK. everytime i tried to talk things out, he will show that ugly face telling me to just forget about it. i admit i kinda control him. AND THAT is BECAUSE you've done a mistake once, or should i say ...only god knows how many times you've cheated me. i gave you chances and i dont wanna regret it. ONLY IF your mom knows me earlier, she would have like me like how she like your ex. gosh! i guess when it comes to night time i became so sentimental. haha. okay enough about bf. ok last one. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BOYFRIEND. I REALLY DO. dont dissappoint me again.

okay toodles. =))

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