Ever felt like something 's missing in your heart?

well, while i was working alone, i felt that feeling.

i kept thinking what was it

and i realized that i miss the feeling of being pampered with someone special.

after so many years of being attached ,

it feels so awkward being single.
but one thing i kept saying to my heart i got my friends and family.

maybe more friends than family.

tsk! tsk! eya eya, must be strong.

That Sunday, in the end went to downtown on my off day.

met loved friends.

talked through out the night.

mostly we were talking of making our own novel about our true friendship.

but honestly, we do have the best story of our friendship.

do you think we could succeed on doing our own novel? o.O

from nerd, to become more mature people then to pregnancy, drugs, drinking , love and etc.

if we do make our own novel, do support us yeah? ;p

That Monday, while working, sue came over to my workplace .

randomly, she said that am becoming more skinnier.

told her to buy some wadeh for me , just 1 wadeh is enough for my small stomach.

in the end she bought me 3 wadeh.

ate 1 and the rest gave to efa.

but then really, that aneroxia thingy really scares the hell out of me.

but what am i supposed to do.

I SIMPLY CANT FORCE MYSELF TO FUCKING EAT.

that night went to downtown meet loved friends again.

this time, kamal and his friend , Apul came down too.

Kamal was an old friend .

initial plan was to wait till darda and komeng to come down.

but eventually, komeng went fishing and it will be quite long .

so, later that night mon, bouncer from the powerhouse texted efa asking wanna meet.

he and his friends planning wanting to go for a tour at the swamp.

so rather wasting more time at dte, we decided to tag along.

i met new peeps. esp, this guy (which i dont exactly knoe what's his name)

HE LOOK EXACTLY LIKE MY DADDY.

I suddenly miss my dad!

ok back to where i stop.

from then , i called him "ayah"

and he really jaga me like his own daughter through out the tour.

ok let me just fast forward abit and tell you something scary after the tour at the swamp.

we're all hungry and decided to take our breakfast at changi.

before going eat we went to this one scary, dark, eeky path .

i was with "aya" on his super4

and the other guy name kambeng(who would want to call himself a goat?-.-'),

we were right behind the others .

the other three bikes make a turn at this one path.

so, without thinking furthermore, we followed them.

and then....

THE OTHER THREE BIKES WERE GONE. LITERALLY DISSAPPEAR.

imagine that.

they were there 1 second ago and then, gone.

no sound of the bikes or even light of the bikes.

it really scare the hell out of me.

we then went out the place and called the rest.

and they actually were already at changi village.

How scary is that?

ok , dont want to have any sleepless night thinking of that scary incident.

pictures of that day, more at mon's phone .

MON you cant disturb me with the presence of my "aya" HAHAHAH. LMFAO.