Monday, January 18, 2010
my darling , my sweetheart, my love, my everything. 
darda just left the house to work, am stuck here with aya and boi. yesterday was fun gg shopping with aya and darda. went to expo shop all we wanted till came to the cashier and found out we shop till 200plus dollars. 0.0 darda and me was like what the fuck did we bought sia till 200 plus!! sorry aya. After that, went home, and we realized that the shoe darda bought both were the wrong size but the same side.-.-' went back to expo and expo was already closed. so then decided go whitesand meet the rest of my loved friends. And while chatting went in fb and found out more heartbreaking things and i started scolding all kinds of bullshit words. abang harry started mara as i was scolding badwords. Sorry abang harry. didnt mean to make you mad. ouhya, earlier aya asked me to go see doctor. o.O i asked why and he said i look too skinny now . and i look sick. OMG!! SCARY PER!! and boi did agree too . maybe im too stress of what had happen to life? haiz.. no appetite to eat just smoke and drink. having this migrane now and then . damn! MUMMY HELP!! speaking of mummy, i miss mummy so much! yesterday dreamt wierd things. i dreamt i was at home and i complaint to mummy why my bed wasnt in the toilet? -.-" then mummy took the bed from my bedroom and put it to the toilet. how wierd is that? then suddenly i dreamt dinesh(of all people) and i was on the road and we stopped at the highway . sit and talked craps which i don remember what. some people said maybe i missed that person if i dreamt of him/her. ouhkay, maybe i did miss him. but abit only. miss the funny things we did . BUT, life must go on w/o him. and furthermore i cn see that he didnt have any impact w/o me by his life. he should be more happier w/o me. eh wait! why the hell am i talking like this? pfft. eehh taqbole taqbole. kene and MESTI lupekan die. today, i shall stay at home all day long and wait for my babies come back home. sweet kn aku? efa! darda! lepas keje make sure balek teros ehk!!!
to that girl, i wont delete that picture . i don get you? why you hated so much if ipost your pic with him anort, you cn posted it on fb why cnt i? that picture shows that, on that day he lied to me when he actually go club with girls and all and other than that reason, that picture shows how bad he is. he took a pic with a girl wherelse when i went to club, i didnt even took picture with any guys excepts for my bestfriends. so why should i delete a picture with full of evidence that he's a bad guy? yah, its true that ive already broke up with him , but why must he give some hope that he wanted me back when he knows that he wanted revenge me back? you said you kekal with your guy? beh amek gmbr mentel² ngn jantan laen. ko tawu tak pompan mcm kao nie menjijik kn name kaum wanita. kesian matan. ko lah pompan paling pecah in and out lah sia. tsk tsk . ko suro aku bace blog kao? buatpe? mls aku. ko sape nk aku gy tgk blog kao. taqder mase. =)) just live your life and i live mine . engkao adalah NOBODY kt aku. just a stranger to me.
memang ko taq setahap aku, kao cume setahap dgn binatang. =))