Monday, February 1, 2010
im so patheticly sick right now. my whole body is shivering , my head is spinning and my throat is irritating. came back home two hours ago from jb with dinesh. came home earlier cause this fever is making my body kinda weak. am typing squeencing my eyes cause eventually, my specs were gone missing the other day. and the best part, my contact lenses were lost too. actually, i dont feel like blogging with my weak body and small eyes. but then, i just cnt go to sleep cause it feels so awkward sleeping alone without my babies around. they were out with their dates and me? all alone feeling so pathetic doing nothing. previous post was kinda long isnt it? i could actually make an essay out of it. told ya i got alot to blog about. actually i got more to type but since my eyes are asking for forgiveness and the bed keep calling me non-stop, so decide to just stop there. thats why the ending was abit weird.
kay, let me continue the story on saturday.
as usual, woke efa up at 1 for work but then, she said she isnt going to work but instead she wanted to take an mc since her hand was some sort of distorted due to the police who pushed her. so get ready and went straight to the doctor get an mc head down to coffe express to meet wahidah baby and aryff. and guess what? aryff had already learnt how to walk! damn effing adorable.! after that, aya came down to pick us up and send us to east coast to meet komeng and elfi. reached, and then dinesh called wanted me to follow him to jimmy's friend's birthday. so, watching my babies with their dates, i decided to follow dinesh's plan. he picked me up at ecp straight to Giant meet the rest and head down to tampines. how i miss his friend's alot. so after so long didnt meet up, as per normal, gossip, gossip and more gossip. they actually knew what happen between me and dinesh. and they really hate dinesh for doing so. while slacking and talking, the police suddenly came and screen us. cb. went off early cause my eyes irritate me so much till i just wanna pull out my eyeballs. but don worry i didnt. am not that stupid. reached home waited for my BABIes to come back home then off to my dreamworld.
SUNDAY, which is today, -.-''
dinesh called asking me to accompany him to jb . since ive got nothing to do, and i had no plans, decide to follow him along and furthermore, i really miss e-ching and cherming. came down and played with the adorable kids. somehow, i just felt i miss the old times. bought chicken rice and as per normal i felt like puking and upon looking how skinny i am, dinesh fed me. how sweet.... i like it when he's sweeter part. damn ! now i starting to miss him. tsk! went back home around 10 or 11 or ....whatever..we had a short conversation under the void deck. we talked about him having a new bike and i go" stop wasting money , youre so typical chinese. blablabla..." i'll always start nagging when he talk about wasting money. then , somehow or rather, i dont know how we came to the conversation of getting engaged and get married. -.-''weird but funny. then he told me about him ignoring that girl calls. well, its so clear who's the desperate one. hahah. no offence yaw=)). reached home, talk otp with him awhile and told him to get to bed early since he's working tomorrow morning. SO, now..... am smoking non-stop . darda just text me and she said she's otw home. Lincah siket! this boredness is killing me alive! -.-''
he said, ignore that insane girl on my tagboard . and so, i'll shall listen to him. =)) better thank him , girl. your just wasting your time. hahah.
and furthermore, he said youre pathetic. you find dinesh when matan is in camp, but when matan's with you, not a single call from YOU he received. woops, did i just spill
it out?hahahahahah.
kay, let me continue the story on saturday.
as usual, woke efa up at 1 for work but then, she said she isnt going to work but instead she wanted to take an mc since her hand was some sort of distorted due to the police who pushed her. so get ready and went straight to the doctor get an mc head down to coffe express to meet wahidah baby and aryff. and guess what? aryff had already learnt how to walk! damn effing adorable.! after that, aya came down to pick us up and send us to east coast to meet komeng and elfi. reached, and then dinesh called wanted me to follow him to jimmy's friend's birthday. so, watching my babies with their dates, i decided to follow dinesh's plan. he picked me up at ecp straight to Giant meet the rest and head down to tampines. how i miss his friend's alot. so after so long didnt meet up, as per normal, gossip, gossip and more gossip. they actually knew what happen between me and dinesh. and they really hate dinesh for doing so. while slacking and talking, the police suddenly came and screen us. cb. went off early cause my eyes irritate me so much till i just wanna pull out my eyeballs. but don worry i didnt. am not that stupid. reached home waited for my BABIes to come back home then off to my dreamworld.
SUNDAY, which is today, -.-''
dinesh called asking me to accompany him to jb . since ive got nothing to do, and i had no plans, decide to follow him along and furthermore, i really miss e-ching and cherming. came down and played with the adorable kids. somehow, i just felt i miss the old times. bought chicken rice and as per normal i felt like puking and upon looking how skinny i am, dinesh fed me. how sweet.... i like it when he's sweeter part. damn ! now i starting to miss him. tsk! went back home around 10 or 11 or ....whatever..we had a short conversation under the void deck. we talked about him having a new bike and i go" stop wasting money , youre so typical chinese. blablabla..." i'll always start nagging when he talk about wasting money. then , somehow or rather, i dont know how we came to the conversation of getting engaged and get married. -.-''weird but funny. then he told me about him ignoring that girl calls. well, its so clear who's the desperate one. hahah. no offence yaw=)). reached home, talk otp with him awhile and told him to get to bed early since he's working tomorrow morning. SO, now..... am smoking non-stop . darda just text me and she said she's otw home. Lincah siket! this boredness is killing me alive! -.-''
okay i know iknow.. its weird why am still contacting him when ive already said i wanted to severed all ties between us. explaination; he's the first guy i had the longest relationship with. although he did uncountablde shits to me and all i do is be patient and forgive him. in other words what am trying to say is, i dont want my patience to be wasted. all this while ive been patient to his behaviour and why must i just give now right? one thing i believed that people COULD change . HUMAN do make mistakes. BUT i didnt say that we 're back together, ONLY that am just going with the flow. i dont know whats going to happen tomorrow and onwards, but i'll just open up my arms ad embrace the mysteries. =))
he said, ignore that insane girl on my tagboard . and so, i'll shall listen to him. =)) better thank him , girl. your just wasting your time. hahah.
and furthermore, he said youre pathetic. you find dinesh when matan is in camp, but when matan's with you, not a single call from YOU he received. woops, did i just spill
it out?hahahahahah.
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