Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Hey Hello again, second post for the day. weird. It was supposed to be a little nap , But eventually it became a long one. haha. Meeting Sara and Emmie was cancelled . So, maybe i shall just stay at home the whole day. Furthermore, Darda's still having high fever. Looking at her pathetic face, i dont want to leave her all alone at home. Today, its already counted 3 days since she was sick. I really want her to get well soon. Eversince she was sick, No one's here to entertain me. I feel so forlorn right now. =C Suddenly, i felt like home.
Speaking of home, according to ibu, something bad happened at home. Everything little things at home went missing. From money, to Vouchers and even brother's lappy is gone missing. And everyone at home seems to accuse me. How on earth could i do that when ive been missing from home about 2 months now? Ibu told me she suspected someone not me of course . i just hope, whoever did that gets his or her retribution. i swear to god he or she will, someday. But it couldnt be somebody from our own family. i mean why would someone steal something precious from his or her own family, right? couldnt be. i just have to leave this problem to god. God, my family really need your help. For the meantime, i need to help ibu . She needs money for her marketing expenses. She asked from kakak but she said she doesnt have any. how selfish of her. stupid sister.
Earlier i got a text message from sue. she said i was excluded from school. Well now, i guess i need to focus more on earning money. Going to school doesnt help. maybe when im totally ready then i'll think of some solution to get back to school. Nothing is impossible right. For now, MONEY is the main thing i need to get. Well, i do hope i'll achieve my goals. Someday, i'll be the one who helps the family , not the destroyer like i used to be. with God's will.. But the attitude towards kakak will be the same though. Cause i know, im not in the wrong and ive never did wrong to her. why would i give in. ? right? O.o i dont even know whats her problem with me? it all begins when i broke up with Din years ago. And amazingly, till now, not even a word between us. Sisters should have the bonding right? But not on us. Sometimes i do get jealous seeing sisters hanging out together , having fun, sharing laughters and all. But , you know what? i dont care much. As long as im happy with life and makes ibu happy, That's the Bottomline. C=
Now, im trying to find stuff to kill my boredom. ive already washed the dishes, eat, of course done the sleeping....next, i guess i shall watch movies online. =)) till next time, toodles. =]
Din, i miss you, do you miss me? O.o i bet you do ,
right? Nyeahahaha.
Labels: Get well soon, My dear Darda