Monday, August 30, 2010
God must be crazy.
Had a little fight with boyfriend yesterday. well, he mcm cb la. remember about the race i told you about at the previous post? yeah, so, i decided to just come for work at Lamaison since he , himself wants me to go work instead of accompany him to the race. which i feel so like, ' waah, everytime got race ask me to follow, now?' see what i told you about CHANGES. more and more changes starting to reveal as time past by. This part, i really hate it. okay, that one nevermind , i can close one eye la kan. summore if follow him , ive got no any benefits. then, the ruckus starts when clock reaches at 11pm. for the whole day , i was working. morning working the other job, rush back home , get changed straight to Lamaison. so, of course , i would be like very very super duper tired . i mean i woke up at 3 am and work till 5am the next day. well as a boyfriend you should be like easing my pain but instead he LOVE aggravate my anger like i told you before. he didnt call me the whole day and so i reckon he's sleeping for the whole day like he always did. and suddenly about 11 , i had the itch to give him a call. and he actually rejected my call. and i was like wow! i mean he NEVER reject any calls while sleeping . the worst he did was just silent his phone. and then, there it was, 'the moment when all the usual women's negative thinking ' starts to appear in this worried mind. and so, i called him again. this time, he answered. i was glad for a moment. then he told me that he's going to race and told me that once his friend already reached he would call me. waited and waited and waited. till the clock strike 2. no text messages, no calls, no missed calls. and it really hurts the brain of a woman when the hearts starts to worried. so i called again and texted him using harsh words like i always will when i get upset. then he replied saying that he already reached sengkang and that his credit kinda low meaning he cant call or text me. i understood and i said ok. but what i cannot tahan is, he didnt even text me until 6 in the morning. until i text him THEN he called saying he just reached home. dont he know that i get worried or what. i dont care where you go , but atleast spare any one or two messages from his friend's phone telling me thats he's ok and that he went to have supper with his friend. there's no harm lending a 5cents text message , right?
so, tell me, who's the MF now?
he always is..
well, earlier went to geylang with callow's mum. well, i do admit that ive got over him, but the reason why im still in contact with his mum wasnt beacause i wanted to meet callow or what, but , i sympathize with her lonely life. is not easy being a single mom and having her one and only hope son behind bars and another pathetic child is just useless in life . and as promised, i 'll be there to accompany her whenever im free. afterall imma lady with her words. promises are promises. she really feed me alot. spending time with her actually ease abit of my problem. she's one humorous human in the world. after geylang , went dte to meet bobo and haris. reached home, i actually thought its already Hari Raya. cause all my furniture are all re-arranged. bahahahah!
lastly, Fcuk My Life!
Labels: youre still the apple to my pie.