Monday, October 4, 2010
BROKENHEARTED AGAIN.
04th september 2010,
dear bloggie,
have been working quite long this few days, or shall i say weeks? non-stop hits . told ya gonna get my license soon. yeay cant wait!
boyfriend, well we're no longer together. i guess, i'm just not that strong to hold on anymore longer. well, nothing seems to be diff. i used all the time, working and talking on the phone with my best-ever friends. they really made me smile when i'm really down. thank god , for giving this kind of friends into my pathetic life. back to the story about boyfriend, well, he made a mistake. here the story goes..
he called saying that he'll be meeting ayouk, which is dewi( the bitch i hate the most)'s boyfriend. i asked him if that bitch, is there too? and he said no, ouhya, i was at work at that moment. after two minutes, he texted me saying that dewi and her another bitch sister were there swimming. and i was like oooookkkkkaaaayyyy, how come he reached there so fast? so i was thinking he already made plans but he didnt tell me, instead he just informing, knowing that i'll be mad if i knew that bitches were there. so i just close one eye and try hard to trust him, and told him nicely that if he can, try go and meet his other friend which is more likely i trusted him. and he goes saying that i'm crazy? and that why he can't meet him so called 'brother' . like wtf? i only told him TRY TO MEET HIS FRIEND ASAP. which part of the sentence he don't understand? then i called him. after awhile he answered my call. and he said he's in the toilet? i mean how come when he's talking to his friend he can't answer my call. he usually does without any hesitation. then, i get angry, THEN he gets angry too. bla bla bla, vulgarities like usual. than i decided to stop the war and just give in. i apologize for nothing, and he still on his EGO mode. i let him just take a moment after one hour, called him, and ask him nicely again, where's he. and he said he's at that bitches crib? that moment i decide to loose the grib on our relationship.
so, thats how we got separated. tell me , if you're woman, better yet, if you're in my shoes, how would you feel? who's at fault?
what he did was over the LIMIT.
and thats when i say goodbye.