Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Confession.
i love my boyfriend alot , i do . But now , i hardly had time with bby . Like he's much more busy with his friend . and i already confess to him , yes i did . but he told me that its because he need to get some money and that is important for us .
bby, i don't need money to be happy .just having you by my side is more than enough .Attention is much more expensive than money.i don't blame you if you want to make me happy.i appreciate it alot . But i'm left here with no one to talk to.Hopefully things will get better . i love you like a fatboy loves chocolate.
yesterday , me , iqah and izz found a dead cat at the middle of the road.
we assume it was hit by a vehicle, either bike or car.
but most probably a car as the dead cat was like totally flat on the ground .
poor cat . ='(( we put him aside so that he won't be squashed by any cars again.
R.I.P poor cat.
So, yesterday had a some kind a great day with bby . Just because he spent a little more time with me. k nevermind . forget bout telling this.
Sunday night , i had a dream.
a dream that really makes me feel weird.
i dreamt of that someone and his mom. i swear i was thinking about bby
no one else but bby before i go to sleep , the thing that makes it weird was what the hell he was doing in my dream? like i woke up , scratch my head and relieved cause it was just a dream.
I just don't want any single thing about him to be remembered.
TOTALLY NOTHING.
i love baby so much now. speaking of bby ,i lost count on how long we've been together. feels like forever . i did drop it down the day we first met in my personal diary , but i refuse to count . Because they said, the more you count the faster your relationship will end . i don't know if its true , but y'know, lets keep safe .
one day , when my child ask me , who's my first love i want to be able to point across the room and say its you. <3 dinesh.
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